Happy Almost Turkey Day!

Update on losing weight

I noticed something about myself, I know for sure if my weight went back up because I have a shirt that when I bought it, it was loose, a half a year after I bought it, it got tight. After I lost those 30 pounds it was REALLY loose and now its back to being tight. I hate when that happens but I am glad it does happen because its a reminder to me that I need to get back on track for that shirt to be loose again. So I am proud of myself today, I was feeling lethargic, full, tired and lazy so instead of giving in to that feeling and just laying on the bed watching TV. I got myself up and took a walk. While I was walking my chest starting hurting and I was out of breath and that was a wake up call that if I push myself to do some kind of activity every single day I won't have to feel that pain anymore. I just had to share that. I'm going to be pushing myself to get more active whether it be taking a walk or doing a workout video. My goal by mid January is to be able to walk 5 laps around our neighborhood without any pain or without being extremely out of breath. My goal by February is to be able to jog 1 lap without slowing down. Believe it or not I can actually jog but it doesn't last more than a few minutes, lol. 

Work

I need change.....nuff said.

My family

For those who pray (I know some of you don't believe), just keep our family in prayer that we can get everything that we need to live and be on our own. Pray that Jason will get a decent job, pray that my car doesn't fall apart on me and just pray that we stay healthy and sane.

Fashion

I am tired of seeing so many people going after their dreams and becoming a fashion designer overnight. I realize that i cannot do that but maybe I should stop procrastinating and at least work on something. I mean I have a sewing machine, my markers, my sketching pad and pencils. I have fabric, a crap load of patterns, some thread. So what is the problem, I mean really what more do I need? I really cannot answer that at all. I don't think I am good enough. I think I need a refresher course. I feel like I've lost everything that I learned back at FIDM. I'm in a rut and want to get out but can't and I have no clue why. I have so many ideas, yet I don't apply myself to just do it (like Nike, LOL).

Moving in 2010

ATLANTA! I'm coming to visit you next year, be ready cuz I am.

Mkay! Goodnight all!